I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days.

There are no days when I feel happiness.

There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others.

My mind is absolutely fucking perfect.

It is my mentality that is garbage.

The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws.

I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process.

I can only imagine that it is neccessary.

I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset.

Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you.

I will always love and miss you.

Regards,

-Theo

I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days. There are no days when I feel happiness. There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others. My mind is absolutely fucking perfect. It is my mentality that is garbage. The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws. I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process. I can only imagine that it is neccessary. I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset. Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you. I will always love and miss you. Regards, -Theo

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Cannabis is mind expanding. You've been had, goy. Your body has an endocannabinoid system for a reason. You really think the creator got that wrong?


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I've heard that symptoms like paranoia are caused by impurities in the cannabis, like if it got sprayed with pesticides or there was something in the soil. Pure organic cannabis or concentrated oil should be fine. (I've never tried any of it myself, though.)

Someday, it will be legal where you are. When that time comes, offer the cop a hit.

What is the endocannabinoid system? How does it mesh with the same compounds found in plants?

You fell for the "don't do drugs" D.A.R.E. shit, didn't you?...


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Indeed!
There we go... some progress at last.

These aspects can be balanced out with the use of supplements like adaptogens. In addition, one can pursue all kinds of other habits that balance out the decrease in testosterone; namely, considerable exercise, a considerable diet that allows one to offset testosterone production, semen retention and I'm sure plenty more things I don't remember.

So, in other words, that's not enough of an argument. I respect your attempt at least. It's refreshing considering other people not only not taking this seriously for TK's sake.


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It's fine in moderation if you have your shit together.

I think every hallucinagen has it's basic level of spiritual preparedness you need before it's safe to try.

I think that some clean living and deep thinking is what would help Theo the most right now, knowing him and his situation.

I don't even know how to respond to such a vapid argument...

You know, just because you're lazy and lack motivation and insight doesn't mean other people treat themselves the same way.
In other words, it's not the cannabis that makes you act like that, it's you.

Looks like you and I have started a flame war with this very controversial opinion.

Because you guys are speaking out of turn and trying to convince him, when he needs the help, that our advice isn't helpful.
You do this because you merely don't understand how the chemicals we suggest interact with the biological system.

This isn't a flame war. This is you getting put in your place by people that actually know what they're talking about.
Take your incessant fear mongering elsewhere.

Again with this ultra super big brain patter. You don't have to be a credentialed genius to understand the nature of drugs and dependency.


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I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process.

It might surprise you. Letting go of your bad habits and working on yourself can be a huge relief.

I did AA for a while. I guess that makes me a quitter. Nonetheless, the experience was valuable and you meet some pretty cool people.

Bad idea.

Those places don't help you.
Sleep properly. Fuck your wife more. Go on the internet less. Move to a smaller town.
Have you tried any gardening, hunting or other activities that let you commune with nature?
Quit your job and learn to make money on your own.
Build something.
Get some pot and smoke some. Mushrooms are also a great choice.


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Somehow, you saying this doesn't really surprise me. You seem like the unhinged type...

With the playful banter aside, these types of twelve step programs are much more malevolent than most tend to realize. These groups are watch and farmed for people with low levels of conscientiousness. They are taken advantage of pretty exclusively.

It's like, if you go hunting for deer, you don't go to the arctic and you certainly don't rent a boat...


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No. Not this. Someone is going to work on themselves and quit a bad habit; don't encourage them to substitute it with some other kind of degeneracy.


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I guess if that worked for them, good for them. But it seems only slightly better than a lateral move. If someone wants to aim higher with their goals (such as being clear-headed and not dependant on chemicals), it is disingenuous to suggest that substituting one drug for another is a good way to achieve this.

This is no slight to your friend though. If they improved their life, good for them.


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Do you know what a brainlet is?
You're acting like one.

People like you, who know virtually nothing about the plant, are the reason it remains illegal. Niggers abuse it, sure. But, what don't niggers abuse that we've all found enjoyment with?

Do you even know what the endocannabinoid system is? It's always painfully clear when people have no idea what they're talking about...

Forgive me, I didn't know I was among such big brained people.

I have no idea about the science of the endocannabinoid system. I know about the plant's effect on the body and mind only through my extensive personal experience with it.

I do not take issue with anyone using it. I take issue with recommending a drug to someone who is considering sobriety. Let 'em take a break if they want to, geez. The question of legality is totally irrelevant to this.

-a lowly brainlet (Seriously, I don't even watch Rick and Morty. The humor probably goes way over my microencephalitic head.)

^ this

Get some good green.

it has helped me tremendously.

That's because it's a spiritual plant.
Cannabis elevates us in a multitude of ways. Certain aspects of the high can be abused, sure. Anything that rewards us with dopamine can be abused, though, so that's quite the tired argument.

See, the endocannabinoid system is important to understand because it's quite clear to anyone willing to notice that the plant was likely literally made for us.
The plant does so much for us. It has incredible uses beyond just making you feel good, too. For instance, all types of necessary amino acids exist in the plant. It should be consumed. On top of that, it's great for making paper and endless amounts of other types of things in the area like clothing, rope and so much more.

The plant fucking makes compounds that mesh nearly perfectly with our nervous system. People that are fear mongering in this thread especially are doing themselves a disservice by berating people that are willing to make discoveries for themselves, they're comprimisng communal progression by deluding themselves to the point where they actually believe the propoganda...

Did you guys know the reason that police, governments and cartels exist is to coordinate the proper movement and concealment of collusion to control the markets?

This drug fucking reverses various aspects of mind control. It disrupts memory association, among other things, causing methods like NLP to go stale.

Now, you all MUST learn the importance of this. It's truly difficult to explain all that needs to be said here. You all need to pay attention.

Hugs man. Try having a joint. We appreciate you. I'm skipping on my usual ending, as that might distract from my seriousness.


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i wish you the best! make sure to exercise and drink plenty of water! posture is also important but not something someone often considers when working on self improvement. you can evolve

It's good that you decided to seek help. I wish you the best on your journey to getting better.

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