I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days.

There are no days when I feel happiness.

There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others.

My mind is absolutely fucking perfect.

It is my mentality that is garbage.

The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws.

I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process.

I can only imagine that it is neccessary.

I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset.

Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you.

I will always love and miss you.

Regards,

-Theo

I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days. There are no days when I feel happiness. There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others. My mind is absolutely fucking perfect. It is my mentality that is garbage. The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws. I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process. I can only imagine that it is neccessary. I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset. Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you. I will always love and miss you. Regards, -Theo

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I'm mainly poking fun at your backpedaling and saying "I mean, it's not like I was serious, anyway."
It seems pretty petty - especially when I'm trying to prevent you from giving bad advice to someone that seems to need it.

We'll, I guess I have to give you a break since you are Aries in Sun and maybe have Asperger's, but the humor in question was only the thickly-applied sarcasm surrounding my apparent brainlet status. You replied to this by saying I should know more about what I was talking about and don't be so soft, which I had to laugh at because you missed the joke.

The "bad advice" (this is in scare quotes because I don't truly believe it's bad advice) that you shouldn't offer drugs to someone who says they want to get sober, was offered seriously and was not backpedaled on even a little bit.

Whew.

No one is offering TK drugs.
This is like pulling teeth, I swear.

Are you just always like this?

Hey, you only made it clear to me that you can't parse humor mid-conversation. Take it easy on me man.