I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days.

There are no days when I feel happiness.

There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others.

My mind is absolutely fucking perfect.

It is my mentality that is garbage.

The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws.

I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process.

I can only imagine that it is neccessary.

I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset.

Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you.

I will always love and miss you.

Regards,

-Theo

I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days. There are no days when I feel happiness. There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others. My mind is absolutely fucking perfect. It is my mentality that is garbage. The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws. I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process. I can only imagine that it is neccessary. I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset. Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you. I will always love and miss you. Regards, -Theo

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I think it's more like a mix of Aries in Sun and Aspergers.
Not certain, though.

Still, I've seen you act like this before. If it weren't for that and your giving terrible advice to someone who seems to need it, I'd just ignore your "shitposting".

[–] Ivan 1 pt (+1|-0) (edited )

>shitposting in scare quotes

I hope this isn't a cowardly attempt to end the conversation with an implied slight of some kind. What exactly do you mean by this?

I'm mainly poking fun at your backpedaling and saying "I mean, it's not like I was serious, anyway."
It seems pretty petty - especially when I'm trying to prevent you from giving bad advice to someone that seems to need it.

We'll, I guess I have to give you a break since you are Aries in Sun and maybe have Asperger's, but the humor in question was only the thickly-applied sarcasm surrounding my apparent brainlet status. You replied to this by saying I should know more about what I was talking about and don't be so soft, which I had to laugh at because you missed the joke.

The "bad advice" (this is in scare quotes because I don't truly believe it's bad advice) that you shouldn't offer drugs to someone who says they want to get sober, was offered seriously and was not backpedaled on even a little bit.

Whew.