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I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days.

There are no days when I feel happiness.

There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others.

My mind is absolutely fucking perfect.

It is my mentality that is garbage.

The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws.

I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process.

I can only imagine that it is neccessary.

I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset.

Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you.

I will always love and miss you.

Regards,

-Theo

I drink too much and I am sincerely unhappy. I have had thoughts of suicide often in the past 18 days. There are no days when I feel happiness. There are only days when I can successfully feign happiness to others. My mind is absolutely fucking perfect. It is my mentality that is garbage. The only way that I can move forward is to acknowledge my own flaws. I cannot imagine that this will be an easy, or pleasant, process. I can only imagine that it is neccessary. I hope this message finds you well, and I hope that you are in the best of spirits. Someday I will find you, and we can walk hand-in-hand into the autumnal sunset. Until then I am on my own, and I will do my best to do well without you. I will always love and miss you. Regards, -Theo

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Don't you fucking listen to these assholes telling you to smoke more pot. Numbing your mind, body, and soul with external chemicals is NOT the way to go.

Looks like you and I have started a flame war with this very controversial opinion.

"Don't use drugs" - controversial opinion on a website with a bunch of literal NatSocs.

I know Theo and in his life more pot wouldn't help things. It already hasn't been beneficial.

Because you guys are speaking out of turn and trying to convince him, when he needs the help, that our advice isn't helpful.
You do this because you merely don't understand how the chemicals we suggest interact with the biological system.

This isn't a flame war. This is you getting put in your place by people that actually know what they're talking about.
Take your incessant fear mongering elsewhere.

Again with this ultra super big brain patter. You don't have to be a credentialed genius to understand the nature of drugs and dependency.