Need to vent this somewhere, so whatever on Poal seemed like the best place.

Started watching Black Panther. I knew what to expect. Not surprised at all by what I saw. Watched to see just how bad it was. What DID surprise me is the thought process that did a few cycles in the background while I watched, which I will share.

Along with the myriad of other things we've been indoctrinated to or plain lied to about (6 gorillion, fluoridated water for teeth, food pyramid etc etc) I just started thinking how much I fucking HATE Africa. Not blacks, not the stupid Wakanda story. Just the whole fucking continent. Why?

Growing up in the 70s / 80s, I was indoctrinated along with many who were left unattended in front of a TV with cunt face Sally Struthers (Hey the Archie Bunker lady!) wearing her high end fucking boots and crying telling us we need to feed those poor africans. Then the pics of flies buzzing around little skinny kids. Damn, who wouldn't feel bad for them?

I remember getting the little cardboard DIY UNICEF box to collect money for those fucks at Halloween, reducing my overall max carry capacity for candy by hauling all the change around. And why did I do that? Because of those poor kids with flies on them and Sally fucking Struthers.

But we saved them right? Nope. Now it's time for all our favorite music stars to all get together in this unheard of event - USA For Africa. I mean, that event was fucking off the charts. We are the World was #1 forever. They raised a shitload of money and awareness. There is not 1 kid I grew up with who did not know about poor kids with no food and covered in flies.

That was the early / mid 80s. We are talking almost FORTY years ago.

Not many years later our soldiers DIED for those fucks in Mogadishu.

So this thought process was running while watching glorious Wakanda. Damn, we've been fucking "saving" these assholes for at least FORTY years that I know about, probably longer. What has changed? Then of course I start recalling the myriad stories about mud huts vs. bridges built by Westerners, then thinking about land grabs in SA.

The whole thing is really fucked. We were indoctrinated by people we, as kids, knew, loved on some level and trusted on some level that it was our responsibility to help those fuckers. But outside of church or home, no one ever told or taught us to take care of the homeless, the PTSD vets, the single mothers barely scraping by. No! We were taught to look down on them! This is America dammit. If you have nothing, it's you own damn fault. But don't forget the poor starving African kids.

Anyways, just made me fucking angry. This indoctrination bullshit. Demoncrat or Republican alike, doesn't matter. They've all supported it. So much fucking lying in the "greatest" country in the world and the "land of the free".

So watching that shit show of a movie, just made me angry. Not at the stupid blacks pretending to be high tech whatevers. They actually do not deserve the blame do they? Have they changed in forty years? Nope. Are they doing something unexpected? Not at all. Pretty much chugging along same as ALWAYS.

What made me angry is the realization that I was successfully indoctrinated at a very young age and bought -- hook, line and sinker what the media and hollyjews were selling.

I woke up of course. But how many do?

And now look where we are. Whites literally = the devil or Hitler unless you are a white chick having a mixed baby.

I grew up honestly not racist. Still don't consider myself to be. My friends told some nigger jokes back then that I laughed at, but black or white did not really matter to me. Even now, I see the reality of very low IQ vs moderate to high IQ. Seriously, what do you expect from them? That's like hating a dog for licking his balls. Makes almost no sense.

I said earlier I just hate all of Africa. That is true. Much like I hate rats or cockroaches or stray animals in my yard. I don't like that they are dumb and rely on the world to feed and protect them. I don't like that they are to be considered as equals in every way, yet they are obviously not. So while I DO think we as humans have some responsibility to other humans, I don't think we need to keep propping them up to try and get them on our level. I don't like that I ever bought into the lies.

I am mostly seething with anger for those who created and then propagated the lies that many I grew up with hold dear as "base truths". How much more the kids of today who believe in climate change and gender fluidity? And on and on.

Made me feel a bit angry and hopeless. So had to let it out. I know most of you will understand. Could not share this with most people I know in real life. They would get "the look" and slowly back away.

Thanks for reading. Feels a little better to at least let some of it out.

Need to vent this somewhere, so whatever on Poal seemed like the best place. Started watching Black Panther. I knew what to expect. Not surprised at all by what I saw. Watched to see just how bad it was. What DID surprise me is the thought process that did a few cycles in the background while I watched, which I will share. Along with the myriad of other things we've been indoctrinated to or plain lied to about (6 gorillion, fluoridated water for teeth, food pyramid etc etc) I just started thinking how much I fucking HATE Africa. Not blacks, not the stupid Wakanda story. Just the whole fucking continent. Why? Growing up in the 70s / 80s, I was indoctrinated along with many who were left unattended in front of a TV with cunt face Sally Struthers (Hey the Archie Bunker lady!) wearing her high end fucking boots and crying telling us we need to feed those poor africans. Then the pics of flies buzzing around little skinny kids. Damn, who wouldn't feel bad for them? I remember getting the little cardboard DIY UNICEF box to collect money for those fucks at Halloween, reducing my overall max carry capacity for candy by hauling all the change around. And why did I do that? Because of those poor kids with flies on them and Sally fucking Struthers. But we saved them right? Nope. Now it's time for all our favorite music stars to all get together in this unheard of event - USA For Africa. I mean, that event was fucking off the charts. We are the World was #1 forever. They raised a shitload of money and awareness. There is not 1 kid I grew up with who did not know about poor kids with no food and covered in flies. That was the early / mid 80s. We are talking almost FORTY years ago. Not many years later our soldiers DIED for those fucks in Mogadishu. So this thought process was running while watching glorious Wakanda. Damn, we've been fucking "saving" these assholes for at least FORTY years that I know about, probably longer. What has changed? Then of course I start recalling the myriad stories about mud huts vs. bridges built by Westerners, then thinking about land grabs in SA. The whole thing is really fucked. We were indoctrinated by people we, as kids, knew, loved on some level and trusted on some level that it was our responsibility to help those fuckers. But outside of church or home, no one ever told or taught us to take care of the homeless, the PTSD vets, the single mothers barely scraping by. No! We were taught to look down on them! This is America dammit. If you have nothing, it's you own damn fault. But don't forget the poor starving African kids. Anyways, just made me fucking angry. This indoctrination bullshit. Demoncrat or Republican alike, doesn't matter. They've all supported it. So much fucking lying in the "greatest" country in the world and the "land of the free". So watching that shit show of a movie, just made me angry. Not at the stupid blacks pretending to be high tech whatevers. They actually do not deserve the blame do they? Have they changed in forty years? Nope. Are they doing something unexpected? Not at all. Pretty much chugging along same as ALWAYS. What made me angry is the realization that I was successfully indoctrinated at a very young age and bought -- hook, line and sinker what the media and hollyjews were selling. I woke up of course. But how many do? And now look where we are. Whites literally = the devil or Hitler unless you are a white chick having a mixed baby. I grew up honestly not racist. Still don't consider myself to be. My friends told some nigger jokes back then that I laughed at, but black or white did not really matter to me. Even now, I see the reality of very low IQ vs moderate to high IQ. Seriously, what do you expect from them? That's like hating a dog for licking his balls. Makes almost no sense. I said earlier I just hate all of Africa. That is true. Much like I hate rats or cockroaches or stray animals in my yard. I don't like that they are dumb and rely on the world to feed and protect them. I don't like that they are to be considered as equals in every way, yet they are obviously not. So while I DO think we as humans have some responsibility to other humans, I don't think we need to keep propping them up to try and get them on our level. I don't like that I ever bought into the lies. I am mostly seething with anger for those who created and then propagated the lies that many I grew up with hold dear as "base truths". How much more the kids of today who believe in climate change and gender fluidity? And on and on. Made me feel a bit angry and hopeless. So had to let it out. I know most of you will understand. Could not share this with most people I know in real life. They would get "the look" and slowly back away. Thanks for reading. Feels a little better to at least let some of it out.

They abused your empathy and you should be furious. It hurts to be lied to and manipulated. It is straight up brainwashing of young vulnerable minds that you went through. At least you became aware. Why say you hate Africa though and not niggers?

Your comments are pretty spot on and a good question. Why not hate the people? As I typed that out I had to ask myself that. First I should specify that I don't consider all blacks to be niggers. I'm of a mind that there are blacks and niggers. Niggers are the ones who scam dem wefare checks and break down doors during black Friday sales. Blacks in general can be quite ok when they assimilate with the culture of their nation and work together in a society - something which as we know does not happen much in Africa, hence many of their problems. So deserving of hate right? Yes and know.

For me, it's like a dog licking his balls on your favorite rug. Do you get mad at him? Sure! But do you blame him and expect that behavior to change on its own? If yes, then the problem is in YOU not him.

That is hard for me. Africa has been totally fucked since before I was born. I hate that they are a bunch of mostly stupid, mud hut dwelling, hand out accepting seemingly lazy fucks. That is worthy of derision at least, if not full out hate. But should I BLAME them? I mean have they done ANYTHING different in my lifetime or are they at least being consistent?

So that's where I'm at. I hate what Africa should be with all its resources + aid vs. what it is which is gimme sumfin central. But until WE (you and me) stop giving them shit, there will be no change. Why should they change? They don't have the mental horsepower to do anything spectacular. Better to just mud hut your way through and get some free shit.

And I hate to say it. (Why do I hate to say it? Another day will explore perhaps). The only long term, REAL hope for Africa is a return of a semi ruling class with the mental power to rule in a way such as to properly use the resources available (both human and natural). Could be white, could be Chinese etc. But chance of that happening is about zero at this point for any whites. Chinese have a decent shot, but I think they are too smart than to invest too heavily there.

I understand that train of thought intimately. The thing that is skewing your logical train if thought is empathy. You have been given provable real world examples of their failures to assimilate. The Irish came here as slaves after the blacks and fully assimilated. The blacks have not. I am told my assessment of one in 10 is a black and the rest are niggers is generous. That means you have 90 percent niggers with a population of over a billion. A population they didnt work to achieve but begged and demanded food and assistance to achieve. They do not build civilization nor do they help civilization. For ever one in your civilization that is helping you have 9 tearing it down. Only an insane person blinded by empathy would be comfortable with that. It is not our responsibility(you and I) to do anything for them. It is our responsibility to look out for our own an make sure that we create a civilization that will see the heat death of the universe. Niggers are an anchor around our collective necks drowning our potential. I look at all the collective evil they do and will do and weigh it against genocide and find that genocide is favorable if you want a civilization to see billions of years.

[–] Ivan 5 points

I love the movie reviews on this site.

I get it. The sobbing landwhale Struthers never got to me, but I will confess to being conned out of $100 over several years time by 'The United Negro College Fund' because "a mind is a terrible thing to waste". We all play the fool sometimes.

I remember after she did a few more commercials she became a major joke among kids. Can't recall any off the top of my head. But yeah, she pushed it too far.

Oh Damn! Forgot about that one! Yes, UNCF! Wow! That was like gone from my memory until your post. Thanks?

Probably I should of left well enough alone...especially if you also got conned. I used to know lots that fell to that one.

[–] PMYB2 3 points

Better put than I could have, but I'm pretty much of the same opinion.

Those saved nigglets grew up into predators, many of which have shot white Americans as thanks.

[–] redherren 0 point Edited

Save the poor starving children in Biafra so they can grow up, breed like rabbits, so your kids can grow up and save those poor starving children, so they can grow up, breed like rabbits, so your grand-kids can grow up and save those poor starving children....and on it goes forever and a day. No one ever learns. The junglejumpers don't learn to stop breeding more kids than they can take care of, or their environment can support. Whites never learn to stop enabling them, never figure out that famine is Mother Nature's way of saying you been screwing too much, nor grasp the fact that 'survival of the fittest' entails many will not survive.

As for them pesky "base truths", the disinformation, propaganda, & similar forms of social control has been in play for at least 50 years....probably hundreds of years, if you count its more primitive incarnations. The only defense against it is knowledge, the more in-depth the better. It's sort of like them 'games' at traveling carnivals, or 'games' of a con artist....once you know how they work, you're immune. Unfortunately, such knowledge must be disseminated at a gawd-awful early age, as the Lefturds are in control of the public school system, from pre-school through college, so to monkeywrench libtard indoctrination a lot of effort early on is essential. Even more unfortunate, most parents choose not to teach their kiddies the techniques of manipulation, while many are ignorant of such knowledge, so the leftist teachers and professors find easy prey.