https://pic8.co/a/9a2a979c-1ef4-447b-af98-627d850276a8 I've never done this, but I don't know what else to do, I'm standing here in the rain with 90lbs of shit, hungry, thirsty, pissed the fuck off and unable to even cry about this shit anymore. I need help. I just started a new job today painting with a former fellow co-worker who Tai also ripped off (not nearly as bad as he ripped me off and ruined my life tho) and all I want to do is go to eat something and go to sleep. It's a very long and fucked up story that I will have to sit down at a computer and flesh out, but needless to say, I have had one of the worst last couple weeks of my entire life. I'm poor, I've always been poor, I'm used to being poor. But what has happened to me to put me in this current situation is beyond fucked up, extremely unfair, and I don't deserve this. Just read those messages, and that ain't the half of it. I've tried every so-called friend I have irl and half ignored me, and the other half said they'll "pray for me," and that's all well and good but it's not really doing anything for my immediate situation. Look, I'm not a piece of shit nigger kike like the mother fucker who ripped me off, I keep my word and I always settle my debts to people, so if any if you are in the position to lend a helping hand to a fellow brother in desperate need, and you feel so inclined, i have cashapp and paypal and could seriously use a bite to eat and a hotel room for the night. Anyone who is generous enough to extend this small favor and who has faith enough to take me at my word, I swear to you that I will repay every dollar within the next 2 weeks. If not, idk, thanks anyways for taking the time to read this shit. I don't have the balls to off myself, so you'll get no suicide guilt trip from me. My cashapp is @IzShaBoygan (everything clever was already taken shut up) My paypal is @eseaton501 Just know that no amount is too small, and any amount will be infinitly appreciated and repaid in full, I ain't asking for handouts, just a hand up bros. I'll gladly answer anyone's questions for as long as I can, my phone's on 19% and ain't a plug-in in sight. The attached picture is from where I worked for this dude the first time and he ripped me off. This most recent altercation was my 2nd time working for him after we had a long discussion and he promised he was going to start paying me back. I try not to hold a grudge or let people get me upset, but this guy fucked me over a second time and came to my house and assaulted me forcing me to defend myself. I have every right to be upset and I'll be holding this grudge till the day he dies.