I did that once. Even managed to convince myself all my life was planned out and god was “showing me the way.” Then one day it all came crashing down and I realized it was all a lie, and I think so clearly now. No more “the lord will bring me this” now it’s “how do I get this myself”
we are living in a world created by God to learn in. experience life, make horrible choices so in the next life we wont fuck it up so badly.
Then I see no reason for him caring if I believe in him or not. If he’s not here, actively affecting my world, then I do not know or care if he’s real. If there is a “next life” and an all-wise god then he will understand.
He is here affecting your world. How else did 4 billion people wake and revolt?
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