Yup, that and the "no one is that evil" are the biggest hurdle to get over... What helped me was realizing that they are satan worshipers, and the old stories of "sold his soul to the devil to get famous" is VERY literal, but its' done by human scum. Torture these kids and we'll make you a star. and with that kinda thing as an entry exam... They have more than enough dirt to keep you quiet forever, especially since they'll do it to your kids and grandkids