It’s because, as White Men, we’re supposed to be conquering, adventuring, innovating, building and establishing, but we aren’t. We are powerless in this society, with no representation. That’s by design to demoralize us. It’s working.
We live in a 1984/Brave New World society and are trapped. Worse, we’ve realized it and are stuck.
I’ve given up substances, started working out/lifting weights, making plans for a parallel society, new government, a garden sanctuary, a temple, a town.
Needless to say I have no friends to relate to. Most of my relationships are fake and taken only at face value.
Family is important.
Keep moving forward.
It’s hard.
My drinking has really escalated over the past 2 months , damn peanut butter whiskey is so delicious. I'm determined to stop tho , for health reasons , and to have more personal power.
I was using the drinking to blunt my rage and despair. Instead I'll channel that rage and despair into my workouts. I'm going to be a fucking savage .
Gotta prepare for fighting those chimps, brother.
Indeed , a lifetime of chimpfighting has taught me that
Ive found I drink less just drinking whiskey straight on ice. The harshness causes me to slow down my drinking. Look at being drunk as a mistake. Its one thing to have a couple drinks get a little buzz but, if you get drunk stop, switch to water. I fucked up last night and skipped dinner and drank the usual amount. Stood up from my seat and just said damnt to my self. I drank a lot of water and did some stretching before going to bed. I had a little hanger, but nothing that slowed down my morning.
I was going to flame you for drinking instead of lifting, but it sounds like you are already on the right track, so here's some resources that can help you get there:
Sean Nal on youtube, check the playlists, he has literally hundreds of hours of fitness guidance and will provide you a free workout meal and supplement guide on his website.
https://youtube.com/@Sean_Nalewanyj/playlists
Balkan Gains for the memes https://youtube.com/@balkangains
Oe Fitness for laughing at gym idiots https://youtube.com/@OEFitness
It's hard to feel powerless when you just hit your new deadlift PR. Go fucking get it.
Thanks. AthleanX is also a good resource , I've found him knowledgeable and down to earth.
I’ve been there. You are stronger than you think. You’re making realizations and changes. Good for you, man. You’re worth it.
Appreciate the encouragement brother !
Alcohol tastes like shit if you haven't fried your taste buds by drinking and drinking.
I came across these yesterday and had a couple last night. Little mini-two shot cans with an old style pull-tab. Neat little package.
And, yeah, I'm in a similar place anger/sadness wise. People suck.
Shit , never saw Skrewball cans . That stuff is just too yummy
This is the correct response. If you cannot do these things as you were meant to, you would still be more content to work towards the things you were meant to do. Furthermore, we all know shits going to get worse, much of what we all feel involves that as well. The world is collapsing around us and we can't do shit about it... But you can, you do do your best to make yourself the most ready you can be, so that you and perhaps a select few of those you care about survive.
Get off all substances.. If shit collapses, you don't need even shit like caffeine withdrawal making it even worse. Get healthy, get stronger, learn survival skills, be able to run a longer distance, be ready for whatever comes.. It's not the same as directly fighting evil, which we are instinctually wanting to do, but at least it's preparing for that battle, and that's more than wasting away
Also, they WANT you depressed, fat and full of anxioty, so do the opposite, if for no other reason than to spit in their eye!
Well said.
i traveled the world for work through building communications towers or working with explosives depending on the time or year. constant challenges to build, create, innovate, i ended up moving on from those fields due to the housing bubble and no work for a year.
Life was fulfilling then, i've got a stable career now that would be a huge paycut if i went back. Also im kinda old to be doing the things i had to do in the previous fields even though i'll day dream about them.
now i find myself in the gym keeping myself fit enough to still build towers knowing i shouldnt go back. yet if i dont go to the gym challenging my body i feel something is missing out of life, only days i really miss are my one rest day or if work gets in the way.
I've been a creator for as long as i can remember with drawing, paintings, writings, metal working, or other art. In the last two years i've picked up the Bass guitar as it seems like something i can maintain into old age with little to no cost and keep my body moving.
dont mind my rant, just wanted to point out youre not wrong. Whites are the creators of the world, I just cant sit still.
“Well, let’s not start sucking each other’s dick quite yet” - Winston Wolf
Much in the same boat as you. Creating has been my greatest joy. Always creating in the finest standards I could muster, keeping in mind I’d have to be proud to hand it over to God type standards.
Now I’ve been diagnosed with severe sudden onset of rheumatoid arthritis. It sucks. Nothing works. I’m surrounded with all I need to create and it’s extremely depressing. All I have left is watching this world swirl down the drain. The exact opposite of everything as a White man I am about.
I should be drinking, but it is too inflammatory.
Damn the jews to hell for their treachery against God and mankind.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01B6RF1D6
Good for arthritis.
Thank you for your post, Brother.
Don't sit still! A creative mind needs to keep learning and creating, even it's a crayon drawing on a paper bag. White people. White power.
We are powerless in this society,
This is because we currently choose to be. At some point things will become bad enough where others will choose to exercise what power they do have.
One ant has power but is small and can be defeated. The swarm will consume you.
I told Poal yesterday that I swore an oath and I mean to keep it:
“ Men, I have done a poor job of fending off the wolves. I have allowed them to take over our country through my inaction and stupidity. I swear to do better, and to fight, and to remain loyal to my blood, kin, and countrymen.”
You've got friends. We're here. You just can't see us but we are here. We all need to realize and know we are not the only ones, not the only White people - men and women that are making a place in a very f*d up world right now. What you say about giving up substances and working out- exactly. Clean up your body and mind and everything else will follow.
Thanks for this post, Brother.
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