It is very hard to look at. To feel awed by our people's accomplishments; to look with wonder at the magnificent structures our people built - the life our people built; to appreciate our elders enjoying a view of the water, our city and their accomplishments from a bench; to see boys playing in the water with boats; to see the young girls learning to walk and looking with wonder at the birds, the sky and the city our people built. It is hard to not simultaneously see the city and our people's present at that time, while also seeing their future. I see how all of our people in the footage -the children playing, the mothers with young learning to walk, the elders appreciating- died horrible, agonizing deaths. I see the magnificent city our people built in all of its glory, while also seeing it reduced to scorched ruins surrounded by death. I see the beautiful, clean streets with people walking on them, while I also see them as they would be in just a handful of years; with them being witness to screams of agony and death while our people are annihilated, while the roads themselves are also reduced to rubble and bombed out ditches. It is not only very hard not to see both at the same time, it is important that both *must* be seen at the same time to appreciate and to understand exactly what jews did to us then, have done to us since, and are capable of doing again.