And what we see shared on poal is only a tiny fraction of a single percent of the degeneration and evil that jews are inflicting on the world. As bad as things are, I know that the truth that we see and are aware of is just a drop in the ocean. I've noted a bit on this to you previously, but I tried to forget what I knew. I could not forget. I tried to dive deep into the fiction and pretend I didn't know the reality of the world. The truth would come to the surface and was even harder to handle due to not facing and accepting it. Then I tried to distract myself from the reality of the world, that if I kept my mind distracted enough then I wouldn't have time to think about the truth. There aren't enough distractions to override the truth. When I realized I couldn't distract myself from the truth, I tried to physically damage my mind/brain through jew drugs to maybe sever those connections and forget what I knew. The opposite happened and the truth became far more present in mind at all times. The more I did and tried to forget, the more dominant in my mind the truth became. The truth becoming impossible to ignore and forget no matter what I did and tried is what kept me from going even deeper into the hole I was in. I realized that the only way to remove the truth from my brain would be to either remove my brain or damage both it and *me* to the point that I no longer exist. Even then, perhaps everything but the truth would be damaged so I would only be left in a broken shell of a body, trapped in my mind with only the truth and now having no ability to do anything about it. There is no forgetting. There is no going back. I'm glad that I've finally grown enough now and have gained enough insight and understanding to know that I wouldn't want to.