I think I worked out too hard just now... 1% pace improvement on a 12000m row (a new personal record) from 3 weeks ago, which is absolutely huge
but in general I am skeptical of any and all happiness and can't enjoy accomplishments, though I have many
I think your problem is that you don't think that you're better than everyone else and that all others are braindead idiots until proven otherwise. You need to work on that.
No, I don't think it's that, because I can point at a couple instances in my recent history where I was in fact better (correct, etc.) and the idiots didn't know anything, and I ensured everyone knew that going forward.
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