I donno man. Being smart doesn't mean you won't make errors. No homo, but I respect you a lot. When I hear you talk, I can feel a certain fear, and I know that it is the exact same fear that I feel. Just an interesting disconnect from the consciousness around you, a real feeling that you might be the only person in this world who thinks this way, and if you are, you better shut the fuck up and make jokes, or else everyone will suddenly realize what you are thinking, and turn on you. It is a very painful way to think.