Very few. Mother fuckers are all fake. Too busy worrying about what everyone else is worried about. Everyone is fake and gay.

I do now, but I didn't have anyone to talk to when I was really struggling with booze, not about boozing or problems anyways. When I finally quit booze for good a few years back I got to dry drunk on my own, but still had depression issues etc. I actually had to pay a shrink to get all the way "good" (whatever that means). I'm not big on the shrinks, but I finally found one who I got a long with and we just basically agreed that I was paying her to let me bitch at her, not for any psychobabble, and it was helpful.

The darnedest thing about the booze recovery is I didn't have anyone when I really needed it, probably because I was a mess that no one wanted to be around. Today I plenty of people I feel like I could talk to if I needed, but now that I've cleaned up most my messes I don't really need it. C'est la vie.

I can call a few people, but they don't understand stuff like I do. I have a bff. But bff is mostly too busy getting hammered to talk to most of the time

Yep, three Court mandated therapists, two phone counselors (on sneed dial), the occasional duty solicitor and what-ever arresting Officer that invariably has the misfortune to show up ... Why ?/

EDIT: Almost forgot the payment clerk at the Fines office.

Yes and no

People I can talk to about the weather for instance isn't what's lacking

I don't give two shits about what 99.9% of people deem topics of interest, I just pretend I do out of courtesy, but really I don't give a shit about the weather, what it's going to be tomorrow, if it's going to rain, stuffs like that. Unless you planned to go at sea I don't see the point in talking about the fucking weather

Most of the time I endure. The vast majority of people just want somebody to listen to them, to give two shits about them, and to agree with them. So, most of the time that's what I do. And when I don't and tell them how I see things, it's a fucking disaster, most of the time.

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So in the end, I obviously prefer to talk to strangers in the weird part of the intarwebs

I go to 3 different aa meetings regularly and am on a committee for related events.

Feels like I have more friends in the program than out these days.

A close few.

Generally only my wife.

Brother, I hope you realize you do have people that care about you. Do you realize how many people asked about you after you nuked your account last time? Us niggerfaggots may not be much, but if you ever need to vent or talk we are here. When it gets hard try to remember that you ARE a White warrior. Be strong. Be proud.

Depends on the topic, my wife drinks more than i do these days. I'd be angry but i'd just be a hypocritical cunt at this point

I call my cousins. I've always been close to them.