You do the best you can you MUST be honest and for your men and any one below you. The old saying, walk the walk and talk the talk. You walk the path of the righteousness and talk the words of the righteous to prove you are not corrupt. Since to win you will have to not take more and show in victory and in conflict you are the same person that you present in public as in private.
This is where the usual leader fucks up. They try to, if honest when starting, to show a different side after their conflicts.
If you say you want little but try to live like the rich then you are fooling yourself or your people that pushed you there. I though even I know it would be considered an insult serve someone visiting, even a rich man visiting. I would serve something like shake and bake chicken, baked potato and a vegetable for a dinner. If the man even a world leader was a true man not one trying to live a dream of being born a king would see the meal and not complain.
A true leader and righteous man that knows he's a man of god would see the meal, (if it was not a food against his religeon like "pig" which some even the Catholics "we forget" are not supposed to eat), and he would pray.
He would eat it and realize it was not a slight but a sign that the man in front of him was real and not an act. I think our leaders that drink fine wine and are fat forget that their fighters and supporters have put them there and they live then a path of decadence and lust and other sinful things.
A man that shows another leader that he disdains his people shows that leader this person forget his past, his debts of gratitude, his morality, and does what enriches only him. If he tries to use sin as in offering, drugs, drunkeness, and women to the other then he's a snake and the other leader must call him on it, or face having his own people and his land being treated like dogshit on that leaders shoe.
All leaders in the world and the people they protect for this also. You do not get a pass on sin and are above judgement from the masses or God but are there to set an example.
This is why I don't trust people in over $5000 clothing, or that feast while everyone else starves. I know that I see democrat leaders and republican ones that are drunk as shit at a convention interview and realize they are not as good as they claim.
I saw Trump a billionaire trying to bring up people at the bottom and make rich men do their duty and pay taxes and come home to the US and I see good since they are using slave labor in China and other countries.
I see him speak and people hate and realize that people are stupid and gullible since when you promise and do the opposite your not trustworthy. I see them meet with people that do evil and kill and Trump stop wars and piss of the evil men for them and knew that he did walk the walk and talk the talk. Sure he's fucked up in the past, I've had my share of chasing pussy so I don't judge that since he is not doing it in office and it's not my place to judge that just understand that we all sin.
I see the world as I was a short time ago and realize we all want to have an illusion of being better to others in appearance. I understand now if I am not real the illusion will be seen through like it is just hot air. Leaders are not leaders today, they are actors. They are children living a corrupt dream but they'll be judged or just fall with no one willing to save them when they fall.
I see them try to hide being fat like Hillary's $20K pantsuits and think "If she lived right she wouldn't need to hide it". I see women wearing makeup to trap a man and realize they are going to be unhappy when the idiot "might even been me" find out his dream was shattered when he saw past her illusion.
I once was thinking "We need the banks they did bring us to this point in prosperity". I then look and see slave labor in our country in low paying jobs, other countries people using actual slave labor to build smart phones that are priced like I would pay for a used car. I see people starving in the streets and killing for drugs, I see money has corrupted even the good for shiny crap then make decisions to support their bad past decisions.
I see fear and greed and desire clouding our minds. I then realize this dream life style we think we want all because the rich and the ones controlling the money are the things that fucked this world up. I see men with more money than a lot of countries wanting more money and power and know the fear they have of losing it all or even some or not getting richer makes them kill, enslave, look down on the ones that are not of the elite class they believe they are.
I see them making good men hate, kill, and sin otherwise to help or to hurt them. The circle of corruption is strong in this time. It's like in France centuries ago.
We need a reset but not the way the politicians are thinking. I see people who are healthy taking taxpayer handouts from just above broke workers where the politicians are creating hate.
I see women marrying 4 times and having 7 kids not working just fucking, and realize the Vatican are fucking up allowing this corruption of the word and allowing stupid people to marry for stupid corrupt reasons.
My sins are huge and what pushed me to seek the truth sins they dug the hole I was in. My heart grew cold and I know since I've been there see my sins and the ones around me so clearly but not as good as the Lord sees them not even close since the Lord was the one that showed me I know I am still a human thus still a fool but a fool with one of ultimate wisdom to let me know when I stray from his will he steps back and I cannot feel him. I once thought violence was a good solution to take back the world but I realize restraint of ourselves and restraint of evil are the only cures. We need leader that are good. We also need leaders that are wise.
I see Trump and he says take the vaccine and we judge him to be one of them. I also realize I just found out medicine is "not the workers" all bullshit. We need men to close cuts, to mend bones, but viruses are made in our bodies and no one knows this hardly. Trump has not been likely enlightened. He like us is human and maybe someone needs to show him and the medical people in the world that it's all a lie for evil money. Take a pill, there is no magic pill they say and they are more right than even they could imagine. Live a good life and you don't need a doctor most times. If you get injured then you need a doctor but a disease you likely need to stop doing something or just a lifestyle change overall. We need a government reset, we need to stop playing games and watching TV and filling our heads with fantasy "I have been guilty my entire life".
We need to forget that fast car to show off and show our faith and goodness and point out to others where they are mistaken. We need to make sure evil does not ascend to positions of power. We need leaders like Washington who lead from the front and suffered like the men who died around him. World wars would not happen if the ones in the command room were on the beach of Normandy. We must realize we shouldn't expect sacrifices when the ones asking are not willing to sacrifice themselves also to walk the walk not talk the bull like so many.
The world is so sad like a self made and approved hell when we take off as has been said the rose colored glasses and look for real at how we supported the evils and corruption with glee and take responsibility for our own choice now and learn from our mistakes and most of my life was a huge mistake and now we have to let the ones around us know what we have learned.
Shawnh, very honest post you made. I want to direct you to some valuable resources that may give you some insights:
If you do anything, at least watch the first two.
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