I believe I've killed my self or died already several times. I believe that my consciousness leaps from time line to time line living out no matter what or until my natural life is finished. I don't know why but I remember shooting my self in my twenties pretty clearly, I remember being blown up in the Marines fairly clearly. Could all be dreams but not reoccurring dreams. I don't know what reality is now, I'm just trying to live the best life I can now fir my kids and to stop fucking up my environment around me. Call me crazy if you wasn't. I don't have a fuck.
I believe I've killed my self or died already several times. I believe that my consciousness leaps from time line to time line living out no matter what or until my natural life is finished. I don't know why but I remember shooting my self in my twenties pretty clearly, I remember being blown up in the Marines fairly clearly. Could all be dreams but not reoccurring dreams. I don't know what reality is now, I'm just trying to live the best life I can now fir my kids and to stop fucking up my environment around me. Call me crazy if you wasn't. I don't have a fuck.
(post is archived)