I stare at the wall no more sometimes I loom and glimpse out of the window or at the floor am I asleep I wonder so I pinch myself and know I'm awake it's not a dream and I stare blank at the door afterall what is it there for maybe I'll leave and go to the lake it won't be a mistake as the world dies will I survive is a question I don't know from experience I've learned about lies a firefly I consume the water and glow door opened and I found the otherside amongst the tides I politefully abide the sand under my feet and dark moon I opened the door and will see you soon the door was the only way to leave to survive this world you swim alone while you recollect the memories and powerfully grieve the door opened and I believe