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In a mind of 1s and 0s, you’re a 2. A beautiful enigma I can only try to understand.

I want to say I’m sorry, but am afraid you’ll make it all my fault. It feels like I can do no right by you.

Right now I’d do anything for you to know how much I love you. I love you and despite how it looks, I don’t want our relationship to be a fight.

You are precious and deserve to be treated that way. I want to hug you, and I’m not sure I am welcome. May I come closer?

I’m worried there’s no space to make it better between us. I would love it if we could just be quiet and hold each other.

Talk to me like I’m someone you love.

I’m out of words, and maybe you are too. Please just be with me.

In a mind of 1s and 0s, you’re a 2. A beautiful enigma I can only try to understand. I want to say I’m sorry, but am afraid you’ll make it all my fault. It feels like I can do no right by you. Right now I’d do anything for you to know how much I love you. I love you and despite how it looks, I don’t want our relationship to be a fight. You are precious and deserve to be treated that way. I want to hug you, and I’m not sure I am welcome. May I come closer? I’m worried there’s no space to make it better between us. I would love it if we could just be quiet and hold each other. Talk to me like I’m someone you love. I’m out of words, and maybe you are too. Please just be with me.

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[–] 5 pts

Cool poem faggot.

[–] 4 pts

Dude I'm gonna ask you to do something you will not want to do.

I'm asking you to do this because I desperately want to help you.

Do not let this fall apart. Do not give up.

I'll talk to you and help you on the mumble server. Do not let this fall apart.

[–] 3 pts

Not sure what a mumble server is mate.

[–] 2 pts

No worries. Its not important.

[–] 0 pt

Poal = mumble server ?

[–] 2 pts

Did you send this to her or are you planning to?

[–] 0 pt

I have not. We’re not supposed to be talking dude to court issues

[–] 1 pt

Meanwhile her legal council is probably turning her against you and advising her to not even open your emails anyway.

[–] 1 pt

This is unfortunately likely true.

I have to keep my job to provide for the kids. If we were to talk and she got upset, all she has to do is say I threatened her over the phone and that’s the end for me.

It’s not good, but I do have to consider the kids. She cannot provide for them, she works 15 or less hours a week at target. I have to make sure they have provision and will continue to.

[–] 1 pt

I was wondering how you are doing. I sloothed through old posts to find your username and see if you were still around. Glad to see you are semi functional at least. I was about to post a, "hey what's happened to that guy" apb. Don't give up.

[–] 1 pt

Thanks. I’m seeing two counselors and trying to do what I can to work on me. I have court next Tuesday so hopefully they’re merciful.

I am not ready to quit on my family. I don’t know what’s next but I’m going to fight for it.