Long. I’ve been running away for far to long. Afraid of what? Afraid of what I know is soon to come. I may not be much of an example right now, but I can give you all the knowledge on how to get along in this place. Right now all I can say, “Is I will do the best that I can, to be a good example of man. “ I hope one day you’ll understand. You deserve the best that I am. So I’m going to do the best that I can. It’s so hard, so hard to think about when I was a child. So angry at life. I blamed the world for such a long long time. But things happen so quickly, some people just know I need answers to heal me. Some reason to know, how to survive. So it’s my turn to say, “I will do the best that I can, to be a good example of man.” So I hope one day you’ll understand. You deserve the best that I am.