The gaslighting and "guilt-taxing" *(a term I coined because it was constant-- the guilt people would put on you like it was a "tax" you were supposed to feel for their narrative)* was un-fucking-believable. Their own narrative was complete bullshit and nothing made sense. When you doubted anyone or used SKEPTICISM against them, they became enraged and furious that you would doubt them. "Oh wow, you worked 97 straight hours huh? How did you have time to make all those Instagram posts, do your makeup and do these coordinated Tik Tok jigaboo dances with the rest of the hospital in the parking lot if you were sweating constantly and "saving lives?"