I've just been released from the psych ward. It is just waiting for meds and meals. Anything you ask for is "In ten minutes" as they hope you will forget to ask again or give up asking.
I'm sorry to hear that you may need an admission. A sympathetic ear and an open mind is imho a far better option.
There is always a solution, a resolution and however bleak things seem the Sun WILL rise again one fine day.
I'm not great on God. I feel he has been asleep at the wheel.
The people in prisons and psych wards seem to be there as a result of tragic childhoods, from early rape to [drunken] beatings to being unloved and unwanted. Lack of love and self love.
The best solution I have found so far is to live a life examined.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_unexamined_life_is_not_worth_living
https://schoolworkhelper.net/quote-analysis-the-unexamined-life-is-not-worth-living/
My life examined is to relive the past paying particular attention to the bumps in the road, where things went wrong and why. And then there is the process of forgiveness, both of yourself and those who offended against you. One way is to announce aloud to The Universe, a full moon or sunset or sunrise is a good representation [The Old Gods] or The New God, the wrongs you forgive and your faults that you too forgive yourself for.
My best advice is to keep it between yourself and your God / The Universe but do it aloud and in private, in so far as publishing it to The Universe is private, but it is something it doesn't know already. Rinse and repeat as necessary. Past is past and there is no point to suffering if there is a solution.
Good old Catholic confession has a lot to be said for it, but the information was often if not invariably misused - hence the Vatican's superior spy network. Though they all work together and have infiltrated each other. The Rothschilds may have perfected the parasitic practise. I digress.
But not much. Psychology groups may be another place for confession and absolution - but I wouldn't recommend it for major disclosures, But, whatever works. You and The Universe id best.
Consider confronting a past transgressor to try and find out why (s)he did it. Tricky, but they may find the exploration of guilt cathartic.
Confession, forgiveness and redemption is sufficient imo. But I may be wrong. A quiet mind is surely the aim. Past is past, cannot be undone. Move on. Learn the lesson.
I am not a great one for retribution. But even the least wrong is a Wrong.
Compensation / reparation may help.
This as a guide seems steep to me,
Exodus 22:4 If the stolen animal is found alive in his possession – whether ox or donkey or sheep – he must pay back double.
In verse 1 he stole it and slaughtered it or sold it, in other words, he no longer had what he stole. He pays back five fold for something that has heart, time and energy and four fold for other “stuff.” But if he still has the item, he pays back double.
My very best wishes. There is always help if you will accept it, even if imperfect.
Love One & All
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