I don't want to hate. I don't believe that hating is good for my long-term mental health. Sometimes, I pause when I'm about to use the word 'hate.' Jesse Lee Peterson said something about 'hate' being a waste of energy. In the past, I have frequently used the word hate (mostly about blacks.) But I am trying to be better about it.
I read a lot. I have read a lot for most of my life, for decades now. Reading has made me open-minded; it allows me to put myself in someone else's shoes, to see things from their perspective. This makes me question everything, EVERYTHING. So much so, that I almost only believe that which I have seen and experienced, personally. I enjoy listening to other people's experiences, due to my lack of experience, but I am always skeptical, to near unbelieving, of other's anecdotes. I listen to their stories, and think 'there are always two sides (or more) to every story.' This can make me annoyingly argumentative; I don't mind, I rather enjoy arguing.
All of this is to say, that I don't use the word 'hate' loosely, and I always remain skeptical, even things about which I wholly believe. But for some reason, throughout all my reading, researching, experiencing, and knowing, I am become unable to feel anyting other than HATE for the 'so-called jew.' I want, with my own hands, to destroy everything that the 'so-called jews' are, and have, and represent. Even at the expense of my own life, I want their death. I don't want them to be even a memory in human history, so great is my disregard for their species.
Once, I was asked: 'If you could detonate three nukes, where would you choose?' My reply was based on maximum jewish fatalities: Tel Aviv, Jerusalem, and New York City. I live in the USA. So, the NYC nuke would be detrimental to my short-term well-being. Yet, my belief and understanding of their rottenness leaves me no other option than self-sacrifice for the bettering it would bring future generations.
I pondered whether to post this, but I want every 'so-called jew' who reads this to know we are waking up. We do not want your supplication, your surrender, your retreat. We want your erasure.
-Spike
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