Need to man up. Need to grow up. Need to stop fucking around. Need to stop bartending. Need to get a real job. Need to settle down. Need to stop fucking THOTs. Need to marry. Need to buy engagement ring. Need to set marriage date. Need to find best man. Need to rent tuxedo. Need to schmooze father-in-law. Need to have kids. Need to get life insurance. Need to get health insurance. Need to start eating right. Need to start saving for retirement. Need to work double shifts. Need to stop drinking so much coffee. Need to save for kids' college fund. Need to work more double shifts. Need to spend more time with wife. Need to ignore wife's friend, Brett. Need to file for divorce. Need to get a decent lawyer. Need to start dating again. Need to buy a boat. Need to sign a pre-nup this time. Need to be polite to Brett at the kid's graduation. Need to go fishing with the grandkids. Need to find a good retirement home. Need to finalize my will. Need to take my heart meds. Need to remember the day of the week. Need to remember my daughter's name. Need to remember where I am. Need to sleep. Need to remember why I am here. Need to sleep more on my bed. Need to remember the lady who is crying next to me. Need to fight the black lady attempting to give me pills. Need to fight the darkness encroaching my entire field of vision. Need to go towards the circle of light at the end of the tunnel. Need to hope I didn't fuck up too much during life. Need to hope for the best.