The reason it gave me the feeling of white power is that I used my own sensibilities to arrive at something that felt more powerful. It did not clear up the sense of confusion about the universe. But it made a hell of a lot more sense than Satan which was the actual point of the thought experiment. I know there are multiple forces but I just do not feel powerful when considering abrahamic points of view. I thought about the Holy Trinity and stopped unifying them. Then I thought about the four Universal constants which are electromagnetism weak nuclear force strong nuclear force and gravity. Using those I decided there was probably at least four gods. I don't know why but I feel better and whiter