I know better, despite what was or was not taught. I can still be disgruntled! Even if I know how goddam stupid it is... but then... there is a market for what I do! We hve a value! A am devalued and I tolerate it, and why?! Real UNIX sysadmins are not all that common. I could do better. I SHOULD DO BETTER! I have ROOT, for fucksake! ON ALL OF THE SERVERS! And more than that now, as a manager of all the things! I deserve more just for managing! Senior managers should get senior manager pay! I'm fucking Milton from Office space, I swear. Fuck.