it doesnt matter if you're stupid or not smart enough to debate a subject, it's always good to ask the question, listen to peoples answers, and meditate on it yourself. it's good for you, and good for you to research the material yourself even if you dont think you will get it. Gotta start somewhere and practice makes perfect :D youll never get good at understanding stuff if you dont try and put yourself out there. its cool youre putting yourself out there :3