Trying to quit drinking and been down as all fuck lately. Was going to post in a self-help type thread to whine about my woes and found this sub. Not trying to hijack or abuse this thread but I wanted to let whoever needs to read this know that it will always get better. Sucks as a fucking duck learning curse words but it will get better. I had very good results last time I felt this way by going for a just short of a medium hike, finding a patch of sun, sitting in it, then trying to sweat all the toxins out while meditating. Nature, sunlight (for all the natural vitamins), light exercise, and water work wonders for the soul IMHO, and every single one of those have been targeted the last couple years with the lockdowns and whatnot. Depression is a very real thing. I rarely log on here but to post something random, but I read this site daily and am here for anyone who might need someone to talk to and will give you my time gladly if you need an ear or an opinion that is not your own, if that makes sense. Just post something in v/all or whatever the lingo extension is saying that you're having it rough and need someone to talk to, and if you can hold off for at most 24 hours (saying I had just closed my browser and am busy until the next day, or what have you) then I will do my best to message you and help you out. Suicide IS NOT THE ANSWER!!!!! Going out and trying to hurt a bunch of people that you don't even know, IS NOT THE ANSWER!!! How would you feel if your sibling, cousin, parent, etc. was trying to buy milk or some crap that they forgot to buy earlier.. maybe you drank the last bit of apple juice and your aunt that's staying with you from out of town runs to the store, only to get killed by some nigger who just wanted to lash out because, well, they're a nigger. And i dont mean as in a black, but any fucking race or degenerate fuck who wants to kill an innocent person that just happens to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, is a fucking scum of this planet. Just please don't kill yourself, I am here if you can either wait for me to log on (or make a post like I suggested!!) or there are lots of other people on this site who will bend over backwards to help talk you off that ledge. Things will always get better. Fuck the world, be a magician for your reality and create the world that YOU want to live in. I was having a really rough time these past couple hours and have been for a couple months off and on but I just hit a super low depression wave or some shit, figured this was a good thread to post this in. I feel a lot better after typing all of this to you random faggots is all, and hopefully this helps someone. Don't be a fucking nigger and harm people who you don't fucking know, let alone those you do.