I am incredibly introverted. I enjoy studying and creating things. Whether artistic or practical I'm always busy. I'll post here and there. I always intend to post this or that interesting thing I run into in my research but inevitably become distracted by the next shiny tidbit of research. I have so many windows open that I mean to go through again to potentially post that the counter stopped and is just a smile face. I do get what you mean though. I've been around here since Voat closed. Eventually you get to a point that you simply see through the veil with the news cycles. Not a lot surprises you after that. You can almost read the script beforehand. You also get used to the same people's opinions. There's nothing that challenges you. Every once in a while i enjoy a good debate. It's through debate one refines their own opinions. You stay around because where else are you going to go where there are others like you? There are some intelligent faggots on here. Like it or not it's home sweet home.