I finished 3 universities, pretty much top of my class, born and raised rich. Expecting that people would beg me to work for them after finishing uni. Long story short, I only found temporary jobs as literally every company I worked for was in The process of outsourcing to Romania, Argentina, India... Meanwhile I was terrified of unemployment and its effects on my mental well being. Therefore I literally took anything that was available. I did not want gaps on my cv and I worked a few months for scraps literally doing shit jobs and a few months getting an above average salary. Still the unemployment months were exhausting to my mental health. I recall wacthing paranoid movies all through the night, spending 6 hours at the gym, feeling ashamed to call my friends.. Also I am pretty sure I am the Diversity Hire in my company. I signed that I am a trans gendered brown icelandong Muslim apache helicopter x. Noting down white would put me at eh back of the list. Even though I am a med. I am a harvard graduate with 2 master degrees , one MBA, a certificate ina counting and I make an average salary now. Be strong my bro, I hope all turns well.