I just don't understand how it all works. I think I spend too much time on forums. Yet clearly I am outdone and then some. "Is this your job?" Is a meme because it is some skeevy people's job's. There is far to much going on for a single person to grasp it's entirety. Layers upon layers. That's why I just want to at least partially check out from society while still being aware enough to not get royally fucked in the ass.