Pretty much every culture found ways to get high. I'm not sure how or why, but other species do it as well. I don't have a particularly bad life. It's pretty good. I don't do it to cure something. I do it because I like being fucked up. I like being high. I'm pretty much the same person I am high as I am sober, but when I'm high I'm enjoying it just a little bit more. I also don't tend to get too retarded. I don't like to be too fucked up to function. I've got shit to do, and I can't be that fucked up. It's not productive, though it's fun sometimes. I make that a rarity. I don't think we've ever spoken when I'm sober. We probably never will. I don't do complete sobriety for very long.