You take your drugs very seriously. I'd think something like that would kill me I've , and honestly I have a fear of needles its almost my only one. So I'll probably stick to smoking and drinking myself. It sounds like you feel pretty awesome after you do it though although I do have to wonder who figured that out and how.
Pretty much every culture found ways to get high. I'm not sure how or why, but other species do it as well.
I don't have a particularly bad life. It's pretty good. I don't do it to cure something. I do it because I like being fucked up. I like being high. I'm pretty much the same person I am high as I am sober, but when I'm high I'm enjoying it just a little bit more.
I also don't tend to get too retarded. I don't like to be too fucked up to function. I've got shit to do, and I can't be that fucked up. It's not productive, though it's fun sometimes. I make that a rarity.
I don't think we've ever spoken when I'm sober. We probably never will. I don't do complete sobriety for very long.
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