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[–] 2 pts

I'm lucky now if I get more than an hour at a time now and I usually feel shitty when I wake up. I'm starting to get used to it, but don't like it. I'm starting to get a little groggy but it'll still be a while. Drop off whenever you feel like it.

[–] 1 pt

Oh, I'll bail when I bail. It's all good.

As for the lack of sleep, and sleeping sporadically, your body does adjust. However, you should be sleeping. Sleeping is good for recovery, give those cells a rest.

It's too bad they won't give you any sleepy meds. I can see being worried about reducing your rate of breathing, but sleep is fucking important.

I'm not sure I'd have accepted 'no' for an answer, at least not without a lot of noise. Seroquel is relatively harmless, also good for your mood, and mostly benign with regards to other symptoms.

It does lower my blood pressure to the point where I need to stand up slowly sometimes, so maybe that's something they don't want.

At the same time, you gotta fuckin' sleep. So, it's a question of which risks you want to take and accept.

As a doctor, I'd let the patient make that choice! Then again, I'm not actually that kinda doctor.

Want me to write you a prescription?

[–] 2 pts

I did ask about sleep meds but he said he was worried about the interactions. Complications have lost a lot of their impact when the worst that can happen, while not yet desired, would only be reaching the end that's coming anyway. I'm still wondering if this new regimen is something I should start and just skip to hospice, but I'll do it for the kids even though we've talked about it all and they will leave it up to me.

I'm sure many docs, especially oncologists, can see the benefits of choice but maybe have seen enough "miracles" there's always doubts. Besides that whole Hypocrite Oath ;).

[–] 1 pt

You might as well try 'em. Your life sucks but it's not that shitty - yet. You can still do things like use the bathroom yourself, feed yourself - with some help with prep, and shit like that. I'm pretty sure you're stronger than that.