This would be the first death she's really experienced. So, it's understandable that she'd grieve. The two of 'em were pretty close, exchanging emails regularly. If you go through all the songs, many of them have hidden private notes from her to him. So, she's shedding a few tears. That's okay, grief is what you have when someone passes away.
(Download a track she had a part in, open it with VLC, click on tools > media information > and in the new window look at the comments.)
I've sent general condolences from the online community of sorts, but will add your specifically as you two were reasonably close.
Me? Man, have I dealt with a great deal of death in my life. Like, a lot of it... I don't think it gets easier - but you get better at dealing with it.
Thanks, and yeah it's ok to grieve.
I looked at the media info on Heart Shaped Box you shared in October and the comments were blank
It's not on all of 'em, just most. You somehow managed to find one without it. LOL Of all the tracks you could have picked, you managed to miss it. I'm pretty sure it's in the majority, by a wide margin.
Like, try this one:
https://share.fngt.gq/music/BDE/BDE%20-%20Wish%20You%20Were%20Here%20%2807.03.21%29.mp3
I do see a message on that one, kind of poignant considering...
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