Yeah, I know... So, I won't smoke one at this time. I can't say that I'll never smoke again (I'm not actually sure how committed I am). I can say that I'm not smoking one right now. I'm probably not going to smoke one later. We'll see about tomorrow. I put things like ash trays away. I don't have any smokes out and within reach.
I have plenty of tobacco products. I suspect those will tempt me for quite some time. I should get rid of at least the cigarettes - but I kinda want to go a week or two before giving them away. As for the cigars, I'll probably sell them to a collector.
Maybe at some point you could probably puff a cigar without inhaling and it wouldn't be bad, but you inhale
Yeah... Even if you don't inhale, you absorb a ton of nicotine.
Right now, that'd make me puke - or want to puke. The Chantix is swamping my nicotine sensors pretty hard. About 30 minutes after taking one, I feel light headed and want to vomit. It feels like when you've gone a long time without smoking and smoke again - or when you first started smoking cigarettes and smoked like two in a row. Or, if you've ever played with vape pens and nicotine, it feels like too much nicotine - perhaps 'cause you spilled a bunch on your hand.
Ah well...
I do promise to not be a preachy ex-smoker. Ex-smokers are pretty much the worst - worse even than people who never smoked. It's not going to be my mission to convince other people to quit. I promise to not give a shit if anyone else smokes. I'll not be a hypocrite.
Ex drinkers are assholes more than ex smokers in my experience
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