I've had another one that got away.. a car accident didn't help, in a mass miscommunication. Took a while to get her off my mind... Before that it was always one of us in a relationship, trying to chase each other... Better off in the long run. Now I'm comfortably numb alone, and given current social conditions, cynical towards the dating scene, especially cause I hate online dating, being tortured by a long distance relationship went wrong as a young teenager, and that was in the Christian community, yet she knew a lot of my IRL friends. Blackmail basically. So maybe I've never been fully comfortable or trusting. A few good relationships, but I always want out. Surprised I get along great with women actually, even in a Friend sense, considering other things from younger...
I know what you mean. It always seemed like the timing was off in many of my relationships. I was foot loose and fancy free.
Now, i rather like my alone time. I guess I always did. Was always fiercely independent.Traveled the world and wouldn't let anyone hold me back.
As far as trusting others, I do understand what you mean though. I don't like drama. I like peace of mind.
I've always been half extrovert/introvert. Guess I go to the extremes of things, but get along with a variety of folks
I think I'm a little bit of both as well. I'm really good at entertaining myself. Though, occasionally I'll try and entertain others.
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