I just lost my only child, my young daughter, to an accident because someone else made a dumb mistake. You guys have no idea how life-crushing and mentally and spiritually destructive this loss is. It's nothing like the death of an elder or a friend. This is my flesh and blood, who said "peek-boo daddy" with intense giggles, who sat in my lap and learned to draw, who woke me up and reminded me to eat breakfast. She should still be with me but isn't, and this will always be true. She barely learned to enjoy life and she was loving it, then death came for her. My wife and I are suddenly empty nesters with a huge lifestyle change and wrecked hearts. Nothing is worth doing. It took us IVF to get this child, and now we're back to that again. What a grind, and it's all but hopeless as she ages. You think this guy made an irrational decision. Let me explain something... killing the perp is WORTH NOTHING to him. Why? Because literally everything is worth nothing to him. Money, sex, power, wine, revenge, everything. It's all worthless. The only thing this guy wants is a time machine to get his kids back and that's impossible. He's Job. He's under the sun in Ecclesiastes. Killself is entirely logical and almost mandatory when you really get down to it. There is no easy answer or better outcome. There is no better. Everything is the same. We all end up the same anyway. You have all shown yourselves to be naive.
I just lost my only child, my young daughter, to an accident because someone else made a dumb mistake. You guys have no idea how life-crushing and mentally and spiritually destructive this loss is. It's nothing like the death of an elder or a friend. This is my flesh and blood, who said "peek-boo daddy" with intense giggles, who sat in my lap and learned to draw, who woke me up and reminded me to eat breakfast. She should still be with me but isn't, and this will always be true. She barely learned to enjoy life and she was loving it, then death came for her. My wife and I are suddenly empty nesters with a huge lifestyle change and wrecked hearts. Nothing is worth doing. It took us IVF to get this child, and now we're back to that again. What a grind, and it's all but hopeless as she ages. You think this guy made an irrational decision. Let me explain something... killing the perp is WORTH NOTHING to him. Why? Because literally everything is worth nothing to him. Money, sex, power, wine, revenge, everything. It's all worthless. The only thing this guy wants is a time machine to get his kids back and that's impossible. He's Job. He's under the sun in Ecclesiastes. Killself is entirely logical and almost mandatory when you really get down to it. There is no easy answer or better outcome. There is no better. Everything is the same. We all end up the same anyway. You have all shown yourselves to be naive.
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