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The most the girl ever wanted was just having good health care. Not the kind where she’d be given pills, but the kind that would give her knowledge on prevention and the daily know-how to sustain. She could search the internet for days and find many things, but it was all for naught, because she couldn’t afford the blood test, hair analysis, or 3D body scan. She was, as she thought it, like an alley cat. Maybe she’d get care if something was seriously wrong, but not before. She was winging it, dealing with her ailments, trying to stay healthy. But that was stressful, and stress was doing her absolutely no favors, so she resented all of it. How she could live in a rich nation and not be healthy, how she can walk next to a hospital or cutting-edge clinic and not go inside to reap the benefits of their treatments was beyond her. Surely, she was worth something to this world. Surely, she meant even a little bit of anything.

What was difficult for her to grasp was the idea that she was made of so many parts. What should she do for heart health? Or how about her digestive system? She had ligaments, nails, skin, and bone. Her complex brain had needs for proper functioning. Her hands could use exercises to grip well, because she read somewhere that was important. And then, being a female made it a lot more complicated, with many parts in her pelvis, and her breasts, and then going through her cycle every month. That was a huge thing in itself entirely.

What if she suffered for something she didn’t even know? Such as having a gluten allergy, or any allergy? What if she was precancerous somewhere?

The fact she couldn’t afford health care was mind boggling. What a life, to be able to know was ails you, what would sustain you, and not be able to have it, because you weren’t able bodied enough to earn it.

The most the girl ever wanted was just having good health care. Not the kind where she’d be given pills, but the kind that would give her knowledge on prevention and the daily know-how to sustain. She could search the internet for days and find many things, but it was all for naught, because she couldn’t afford the blood test, hair analysis, or 3D body scan. She was, as she thought it, like an alley cat. Maybe she’d get care if something was seriously wrong, but not before. She was winging it, dealing with her ailments, trying to stay healthy. But that was stressful, and stress was doing her absolutely no favors, so she resented all of it. How she could live in a rich nation and not be healthy, how she can walk next to a hospital or cutting-edge clinic and not go inside to reap the benefits of their treatments was beyond her. Surely, she was worth something to this world. Surely, she meant even a little bit of anything. What was difficult for her to grasp was the idea that she was made of so many parts. What should she do for heart health? Or how about her digestive system? She had ligaments, nails, skin, and bone. Her complex brain had needs for proper functioning. Her hands could use exercises to grip well, because she read somewhere that was important. And then, being a female made it a lot more complicated, with many parts in her pelvis, and her breasts, and then going through her cycle every month. That was a huge thing in itself entirely. What if she suffered for something she didn’t even know? Such as having a gluten allergy, or any allergy? What if she was precancerous somewhere? The fact she couldn’t afford health care was mind boggling. What a life, to be able to know was ails you, what would sustain you, and not be able to have it, because you weren’t able bodied enough to earn it.

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I had a dream once where I was the king and I had to fuck every woman in my kingdom in an attempt to find my queen.

I love it. That’s what a Royal Piece of Flesh would need to do, you know.

I’ve had mind bending hallucinations that I should be a sacred prostitute.

I don’t know what to do with this, especially if I’m pregnant.

Reality is still iffy for me right now, I’m trying to process still.

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I know you do not believe that being a sacred prostitute will not cost your soul but that is not true. A woman is much better served having one man to live those fantasies with than, there are real effects on women that can not be reversed in the nature of attachment and pair bonding. It gets broken when a woman has many sex partners. So f you seek a most satisfying life you should choose one man and create a happy family and fuck his brains out every day of your life

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I completely agree with you. Scientifically everything you stated is an absolute fact.

Even to the point where a type of microchimerism happens when a woman’s body absorbs a man’s sperm. Tests we’re done on women who slept with many men who STILL, after YEARS, had those men’s DNA floating around in their blood stream. Supposedly it takes 7 years for a woman to cycle a man out of her system.

The threats are real.

I have practiced celibacy for almost 6 years. After having a baby, I didn’t want to mess with sex. I knew what it felt like, so I didn’t sweat it after a while. I grew into motherhood and I’m so blessed to have allowed myself space to harness that mother energy. I’m so much better for it.

I just need to get a man in my life that will help me process the things I hallucinate. A shaman type. It’s hard being alone, I love it and live in it and revel in my sacred space, but it’s so hard. I need a temple.