I love it. That’s what a Royal Piece of Flesh would need to do, you know.
I’ve had mind bending hallucinations that I should be a sacred prostitute.
I don’t know what to do with this, especially if I’m pregnant.
Reality is still iffy for me right now, I’m trying to process still.
I know you do not believe that being a sacred prostitute will not cost your soul but that is not true. A woman is much better served having one man to live those fantasies with than, there are real effects on women that can not be reversed in the nature of attachment and pair bonding. It gets broken when a woman has many sex partners. So f you seek a most satisfying life you should choose one man and create a happy family and fuck his brains out every day of your life
I completely agree with you. Scientifically everything you stated is an absolute fact.
Even to the point where a type of microchimerism happens when a woman’s body absorbs a man’s sperm. Tests we’re done on women who slept with many men who STILL, after YEARS, had those men’s DNA floating around in their blood stream. Supposedly it takes 7 years for a woman to cycle a man out of her system.
The threats are real.
I have practiced celibacy for almost 6 years. After having a baby, I didn’t want to mess with sex. I knew what it felt like, so I didn’t sweat it after a while. I grew into motherhood and I’m so blessed to have allowed myself space to harness that mother energy. I’m so much better for it.
I just need to get a man in my life that will help me process the things I hallucinate. A shaman type. It’s hard being alone, I love it and live in it and revel in my sacred space, but it’s so hard. I need a temple.
You are the temple. The whole world is the sacred place. Why do you need help processing the visions you alone experience? You're looking at these hallucinations but not seeing them. You really know exactly what they mean instinctually already, do not doubt yourself
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