Went on a date with this girl. i had cooked at home, made some kind of home cooked meals. got a bit too drunk, tried hugging her and kissed her. she went ballistic over this. i didn't think the date went that badly either, especially given i haven't dated anyone in years now. she was angry because she wanted me to flaunt her in a public place, and she was upset she had spent so much time dressing up and stuff, and i had done very little effort on my side. without going into too much detail, she was still texting me for a while, and even agreed to a second date. however after a few weeks, she decided she didn't want to date anyone anymore at all, she wants time to sort through her life and stuff. now this is super confusing to me, given the historical context of what she was saying not even the days and weeks before. cynical me however thinks she's actually saying the truth, but using this premise to shit test me into some kind of self inflicted dating break or something. hard to tell honestly, but the behavior came off as extremely neurotic to say the least, and bi polar to some extent. Whatever it is, I have transcended into this weird metaverse, where I can accurately predict human behavior to an astonishingly high degree. Annoyingly, it makes me resent them even more for being such vindictive, spiteful manipulators