Honestly, I don't believe anything will happen the day of the eclipse. There are an insane amount of synchronicities surrounding the date. That is unarguable. I think the date to be looking towards will be 40 days later. It's quite plausible the New Madrid fault line finally has it's over due big one. Many have had prophetic dreams for decades about the US being split in two by an earthquake. I don't really take much value in those, but who knows. What I can tell you is that all my studies in the occult eventually lead me back to the Bible with a deeper understanding of what I was reading. I believe we are living in the end days. Within Satan's little season to be more precise. Im fully willing to go over why I believe this but it's a lengthy conversation in itself. I believe the eclipse is a final warning for the true Israelites and their nations (Whites) to repent and put a stop to the perversion being allowed. Look at how far the degeneracy has gone in such a short time.
How do you feel about God?
> How do you feel about God?
I see God within everything. I have come to speak with him daily. Praying is different. I find myself judging myself harder. I'm trying to learn to love myself if for no other reason than due to the spark of God which resides within. I see creation as an energy force and time as a large fractal. What about you?
You know, I was praying three or more times a day, always saying good prayers, not praying for myself, but only praying for the benefit of other's, knowledge of God's Will for me, and the power to carry it out.
And I have to say, it is true, prayer works. My life got better, my attitude got better, my Mom's health got better.
And of course, this made me really suspicious. God just bestows his bounty upon those who ask for it? Why does he want me to pray to him? What exactly does he get out of it? Something about this whole situation doesn't add up to me.
I feel like I am being lied to, on a cosmic level. It all feels like a "good cop, bad cop" scenario, where you get so beaten down by life (Satan), that you are driven to prayer (God), and then he magically takes away all your problems as long as you confess you Sins and talk to him, and most importantly, submit to him.
Something about the whole arrangement strikes me as off. That's all.
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