Hell absolutely wants you today, but so does Heaven. And with the state of things today, I would say there isn't time to wait. We can use our rational capability to discern whether God exists. I look at the universe and can say with absolute certainty that it cannot have just randomly, accidentally occurred. There must have been some external "hand" guiding things to happen, to be created. I tell my kids, if you pile all your legos in one spot, how long will you have to wait before they assemble themselves into something/anything. The answer is forever, because without some external force (kids hands) they will never assemble themselves. And how much more complicated is life than a pile of legos? Kind of a simplistic example, but does illustrate my point. Anyway, my advice would be to turn to God, and HUMBLY ask Him to guide you and reveal Himself. He will not disappoint, so long as you are respectful and HUMBLE. Don't expect lightning and thunder and Angels and miracles. God created the world, and therefore will speak to us through the world.