In my experience, friendships are way overrated. Had plenty when I was young, and none since moving here (about twenty years ago), so I've seen both sides. I much prefer life as a recluse. I can dress as I want, be as gloomy as I want, do and say whatever the hell I want. Looking back, I can well see friendship comes at a price, and self-censorship is a bit much for me. To each his own.