[image name goes here](https://poal.co/static/images/f2809090909088ac.jpg) I opened this book with the intention of making a change. This is the extent of my effort. I'm too drunk to be coherent. Now I'm just moving the pen for the sake of it. There's a joy in putting words to page that has nothing to do with writing meaning. I've fallen prey to my weak heart I'm not in love but I might not be far. Please let me be better than the trash I am because I want to know you as best I can. --- I haven't been this gay since the last time I actuary wrote in a notebook.