It’s because of the jews and their destruction of our society and civilization. You may not be able to be happy long term, but strive to enjoy the small amounts of happiness that life does afford you when it happens. Enjoy the little you can, while you can. The world will get worse before it gets better. Get outside and enjoy nature, get some sunshine. Look at beauty, natural and man made, the outdoors and scenery, animals, art, sculptures, architecture, listen to beautiful music, look at beautiful women, the stars, everything. It is in the jews nature to destroy everything beautiful, because deep down they recognize their own ugliness is more than skin deep, it permeates their very being. Thus in their jealousy they resent the beauty inherent in the white man and woman and everything they create. This brings them to hate us and all we stand for, and it threatens their sense of self. Plus they fear us, for they know our potential to destroy is unmatched when we finally unleash, and we are intelligent enough to recognize their evil for what it is.