>> I have emotions and feelings in fleeting moments, but nothing is long term. Everything goes back to emptiness and just living in thoughts in my own head What's not to like? I mean it could be the contrary, living in some sort of perpetual emotional rollercoaster, lifelong griefs and shits like that No instead it reverts to "I don't remember" essentially, after a little while, it's not all bad. Granted, that's not the good life full of everything good you can think of, that they sold you and everybody else, on tvish... Is there such a thing as that 99% mostly happy life picture they sell us? Maybe, I guess Reality is that, most people won't find the love of their life in this life, most people won't be beverly hills rich and famous, and they'll get to fuck and to eat and to work with what's available, not what they want, and they'll "settle" on most things, as they say... ... And they'll get old, too, and that will hardly fit any of their expectations of a good life ... Never believe it's better "in others", it's just a different shit and it's still shit Take elon musk, you want to be elon musk? I mean what's not to like, he's still rather young, wealthy beyond pretty much any standard, sounds like he enjoys life etc But what do you know? You think you know, from what you can only see via photos and videos, but what is it like to be elon? Nobody knows how it feels inside He's reportedly, big on psychotropic use My experience with psychotropics, is that, it's not just about having fun, it's also about running away