Sad music sometimes makes me happy. Was your ex a Kleptomaniac like Winona too? She is cute though.
Also, back when I was a songwriter, found I wrote more depressing songs when I was happy, and more happy songs when I was depressed
I used to write dark cryptic poetry when everything in my life was going smoothly. It was like I was channeling the words. Works best like you when I'm clear headed and happy too.
Nice. I like that you do that too.
Nah. She was always trying to keep me from doing ridiculous stuff. It's funny. She was a regular customer at my teenage drive in job. Year or two older than me. Obviously each had a crush on each other, but I had a girlfriend. Re met years later. Didn't realize it at first, but knew she looked familiar. Would quote this movie to her, once we watched it... Shame, she was a little too flighty, so I broke it off... Still kinda miss her.
I too had crushes that lasted for years. But, one day, I stopped thinking of them. Something in me changed. It may be like that for you too eventually.
I've had another one that got away.. a car accident didn't help, in a mass miscommunication. Took a while to get her off my mind... Before that it was always one of us in a relationship, trying to chase each other... Better off in the long run. Now I'm comfortably numb alone, and given current social conditions, cynical towards the dating scene, especially cause I hate online dating, being tortured by a long distance relationship went wrong as a young teenager, and that was in the Christian community, yet she knew a lot of my IRL friends. Blackmail basically. So maybe I've never been fully comfortable or trusting. A few good relationships, but I always want out. Surprised I get along great with women actually, even in a Friend sense, considering other things from younger...
Unfortunately. These girls were abused themselves, and so they abused me. But you don't know what's going on at 7 years old. They may have been pretty, but it still fucks any person up. Thankfully, I haven't been turned into one of them
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